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Depressing thoughts

"No, they're not here", the woman said as she handed me my retrieval slips. "Try it again on Tuesday, lovey: I'm expecting another shipment in then." So, I'm still on tenterhooks, waiting to see if the pictures I took at the GotR-gig last week have come out in anything approaching publishable state. ::hrumph::

I don't handle disappointment well. It prompts me to behave irresponsibly, and mostly it's my bank balance that has to take the brunt of it. As soon as I'd heard the news, I went across the road and indulged in a nice new pink pair of jeans. Not that I needed another pair of trousers, but it makes me feel slightly better to have bought something.

Although the buying of clothes these days is somewhat of a disappointment as well: despite all my good intentions, instead of going down a size or even maintaining my weight as it was, I seem to have gone up a size (well, half a size, but still...) since the middle of last year. Proof positive, I think, that dieting does not work.

In a way, to me, disappointment has been the prevailing sentiment of recent weeks. However much I try not to think about them, the photos of the US treatment of Iraqi POWs in the Abu Ghraib prison have shocked me to the core. I don't know why I should have been so surprised, as I already believed that the war had been initiated on the flimsiest of excuses, but I was. For the last 2 days, the news has devoted much attention to the American executed in Iraq in an act of revenge for the abominable behaviour of the guards in Baghdad; and for a while, I worried whether all the images of recent weeks hadn't left me strangely de-sensitized to evidence of atrocities (I'd visited an photo exhibition of Japanese war crimes in and leading up to WWII last weekend, and been confronted by horrible images of the Rape of Nanking and experiments in vivisection on live human beings), until I finally realised, somewhat shamefacedly at that, that the pictures of Mr. Berg's beheading left me cold precisely because deep down, I never expected his Arab captors to behave any differently. Not that I think that justifies their actions, but the nations of the Middle East have never pretended to champion and adhere to the values of western civilisation, such as democracy and human rights. America has, and the realisation that it can deviate from the path quite easily is, quite simply, shocking; and its image has been tarnished forever in my eyes.

It was therefore with great satisfaction that I read that Piers Morgan has been sacked from his job. By publishing the doctored photographs of alleged prisoner abuse by British troops in an effort to increase the sales of his poxy newspaper, he has dealt a blow to the image of the UK in the world as well. Knowing the Middle East as I do, I'm sure that the news that the photos were fake won't reach the man in the street or if it does, they will believe for generations to come, that it's all a conspiracy of the West and a cover-up, to keep them under our thumb while we continue to 'steal' their riches (oil).


May. 17th, 2004 10:50 am (UTC)
I have made it a point to keep my posts and comments politics free, because I find that I am much more conservative than most of my virtual friends. But this once, because of the enormity of my feelings on the subject, I am going to break that rule.

I am sickened by what has happened in Iraq. By the way our troops treated prisoners and by the retaliation. I am sickened, but not surprised. Please don’t misunderstand that statement. I am pro-military. I do hold a deep believe in and respect for the fact that our troops volunteer to protect our country and our way of life. I understand in a very real way that they risk their lives and much more everyday. But I also know that there is a dark side to human nature, and that power over others tends to corrupt those in power. I do not believe that what happened was the result of a group of low level enlisted soldiers getting together and thinking it up. That does not mean that I don’t hold those individuals responsible for their actions. To be honest what has surprised me was that they were so brazen about what they were doing, that they documented themselves.

Unfortunately I have to say that I am not surprised by the media coverage of it either. Anything for ratings. The more gruesome the spectacle the better.